π―The Season of Weeping
π― "Have you ever gone through a SEASON of WEEPING? That before you can get out of this, here comes something else. And your heart is overwhelmed and you smile in front of people as best you can but you go home, (thinking) "Please let me go home so I can go back to being real because I'm tired of faking this smile. And I only told you I was doing ok because I knew there was nothing you can do about it anyway. Let me go back to my weeping." People honestly want you to perform. Like you haven't been through what you been through. But there is a degree of pain that comes so strong that you have to shut down everything. There's some discomfort that you can still function to. But there's a level of sorrow that is so grotesque, and so obvious, and so profound, and so demonstrative, that it will shut you down. "They hung their harps by the willow trees.. and all we could hear is nothing…nothing but weeping." Psalm 137:2 There is a CRY that engu...